You are not a victim Gemini, so stop behaving like one! Whatever obstacles you may be encountering they can all be overcome, but you must be positive and you must refuse to give up. The world is not your enemy, so treat it as a friend.
There is no point trying to hide the truth from partners and loved ones because they know you too well and can tell when you are trying to pull the wool over their eyes. Admit what you did and ask for their forgiveness. You’ll get it, of course.